Sometimes life seems so surreal….its almost like a dream. one moment im here another there then here and there. so much i seen so much land my feet have touch. different air i breathed . & i ask myself all time how is it that i have gotten here. in this world in this place in this life. I can say iam happy. i REALLY am. but i feel as im missing alot too. i’m only 21 years old. i see my friends, they living the moment. Moments i should be living too and when i get older looking back on. but instead Iam here. working! missin holidays! missing family! missing alot!! yet this is for good purpose hopefully good results. so i dont complain i do i perform;do what i do no questions asked. see its 50/50 so it will never be a real answer from me as whether iam ok with it all.

“such beautiful land but so may fucked up……..” 

              no comments but love flying over afghan

Cigar sunday…..

Me looking at my lil sis just few daus after she was born……till this day I still watch my little sister make sure shes always safe….i love this girl shes a grown young lady now 16 yrs old but shes my lil sis forever